Does anyone else have those days where something you know is going to happen that will either go good or bad? Well that happened to me and my mind is boggled, I can't think right, and I feel like I want to just want to bang my head on a wall repeatedly so everything goes away, so the thing that happened went the opposite way I was hoping. Not sure what to do, or what happens now.
Should I live my life as I want it and stop being scared? It's hard when there is authority over you, I wish I can make my own choices to be with someone I love dearly. But life isn't fair, and all I can hope for is the best even when I feel miserable. Not sure when